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<p><h1>//[[AFTERCARE IS PARAMOUNT|8]]//</h1><br />
<a href="http://iliria-osum.com" target="_blank">BY ILIRIA OSUM</a><br />(who wants you to know this story contains sexual violence)</p><p><b>DRAMATIS PERSONAE INFINITUM</b><br />
[[The real->A]] <a href="https://www.academia.edu/6140904/E_L_James_-_01_-_Fifty_Shades_of_Grey" target="_blank">Christian Grey</a>
[[The real->10]] <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFma24S-Uvw" target="_blank">Lee Holloway</a> – [[or perhaps more of the real->10]] <a href="https://phendog.livejournal.com/220420.html" target="_blank">Debby Roe</a>?</p>
<p>The real Christian Grey is, obviously, [[a pedant of a DM->B]].</p><p>Debby-Lee is [[new|11]] to <<cycle "$thecity">><<option "the city">><<option "NYC">><<option "LA">><<option "Chicago">><<option "Houston">><<option "Phoenix">><</cycle>>. </p><p>The real Christian Grey is, obviously, a pedant of a DM; his D&D party refuses to follow the quest he spent [[six weeks planning->C]], so he comes to a party to take out his frustrations.</p><p>The real Christian Grey is, obviously, a pedant of a DM; his D&D party refuses to follow the quest he spent six weeks planning (mystical cave, powerful gem, sexy-scary half-nymph-half-Orc guardian of his own design), so he comes to a party to [[take out his frustrations->D]].</p><p>The real Christian Grey is, obviously, a pedant of a DM; his D&D party refuses to follow the quest he spent six weeks planning (mystical cave, powerful gem, sexy-scary half-nymph-half-Orc guardian of his own design), so he comes to a party to take out his frustrations on [[the real Lee Holloway, or maybe the real Debby Roe->10]], depending on whether the real Christian Grey is [[a rapist->E]].</p><p>The real Christian Grey is, obviously, a pedant of a DM; his D&D party refuses to follow the quest he spent six weeks planning (mystical cave, powerful gem, sexy-scary half-nymph-half-Orc guardian of his own design), so he comes to a party to take out his frustrations on [[the real Lee Holloway, or maybe the real Debby Roe->10]], depending on whether the real Christian Grey is a rapist or [[at least a sociopath->F]].</p><p>[[The real Christian Grey->G]] is, obviously, a pedant of a DM; his D&D party refuses to follow the quest he spent six weeks planning (mystical cave, powerful gem, sexy-scary half-nymph-half-Orc guardian of his own design), so he comes to a party to take out his frustrations on [[the real Lee Holloway, or maybe the real Debby Roe->10]], depending on whether the real Christian Grey is a rapist or at least a sociopath, which, frankly, given the scene around here, is about fifty-fifty. </p><p>The real Christian Grey [[goes by Tom->H]].</p><p>The real Christian Grey goes by Tom, although [[his mother still calls him Tommy->I]].</p><p>The real Christian Grey goes by Tom, although his mother still calls him Tommy, which is presumably [[why->J]] he makes waifish young women trembling on the verge of their adulthoods address him as Master Thomas.</p><p>The real Christian Grey goes by Tom, although his mother still calls him Tommy, which is presumably why he makes waifish young women trembling on the verge of their adulthoods address him as Master Thomas, or maybe it’s because his [[job->K]] sucks. </p><p>The real Christian Grey goes by Tom, although his mother still calls him Tommy, which is presumably why he makes waifish young women trembling on the verge of their adulthoods address him as Master Thomas, or maybe it’s because his job (alternative high school teacher’s aide, getting [[kids with violent behavioral problems->L]] to finish their algebra homework, $15.75/hr) sucks.</p> <p>The kids [[don’t like Tommy->M]].</p><p>The kids don't like Tommy, he’s too nervous, [[he’s got clammy hands->N]].</p><p>The kids don’t like Tommy, he’s too nervous, he’s got clammy hands, not that he’s touching any of the kids, [[God forbid->O]]. </p><p>The kids don’t like Tommy, he’s too nervous, he’s got clammy hands, not that he’s touching any of the kids, God forbid, and after all [[he came out as asexual last year->P]].</p><p>The kids don’t like Tommy, he’s too nervous, he’s got clammy hands, not that he’s touching any of the kids, God forbid, and after all he came out as asexual last year, he comes to these parties for [[the interpersonal dynamics->Q]]. </p><p>The kids don’t like Tommy, he’s too nervous, he’s got clammy hands, not that he’s touching any of the kids, God forbid, and after all he came out as asexual last year, he comes to these parties for the interpersonal dynamics, which is why he takes one look at [[Debby-Lee->10]], her hands tied up by Tommy's least favorite shibari expert, and pushes her [[face-down into a nearby couch->R]]. </p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty [[hot->S]].</p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty hot; maybe it’s just the name but [[she reminds him of what Little Debbie might look like if you added ten years on her frame->T]].</p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty hot; maybe it’s just the name but she reminds him of what Little Debbie might look like if you added ten years on her frame, [[plus....->U]]</p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty hot; maybe it’s just the name but she reminds him of what Little Debbie might look like if you added ten years on her frame, plus...[[full disclosure....->V]]</p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty hot; maybe it’s just the name but she reminds him of what Little Debbie might look like if you added ten years on her frame, plus...full disclosure...Tommy has absolutely fucked [[more than one Swiss Roll->W]].</p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty hot; maybe it’s just the name but she reminds him of what Little Debbie might look like if you added ten years on her frame, plus...full disclosure...Tommy has absolutely fucked more than one Swiss Roll, [[and at least one HoHo, he's not brand loyal->X]].</p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty hot; maybe it’s just the name but she reminds him of what Little Debbie might look like if you added ten years on her frame, plus...full disclosure...Tommy has absolutely fucked more than one Swiss Roll, and at least one HoHo, he's not brand loyal, in fact, "Brand loyalty is the opiate of the masses," he tells [[Debby-Lee->10]] while he's trying to take off her [[Victoria's Secret bra->Y]].</p><p>Objectively, [[Debby-Lee->10]] is pretty hot; maybe it’s just the name but she reminds him of what Little Debbie might look like if you added ten years on her frame, plus...full disclosure...Tommy has absolutely fucked more than one Swiss Roll, and at least one HoHo, he's not brand loyal, in fact, "Brand loyalty is the opiate of the masses," he tells [[Debby-Lee->10]] while he's trying to take off her Victoria's Secret bra, the removal of which is [[complicated->Z]] by the fact that [[Debby-Lee->10]]'s hands are still tied behind her back. </p><p>Complications [[frustrate->AA]] Tommy. </p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] [[across the face->BB]]. </p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – [[just once->CC]]! </p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – just once, [[hard enough to bleed->DD]]. </p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – just once, hard enough to bleed, but look at her, she's [[a natural submissive->EE]], already straining to please him. </p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – just once, hard enough to bleed, but look at her, she's a natural submissive, [[how she stills from a couple love-taps->FF]], how she's already straining to please him. </p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – just once, hard enough to bleed, but look at her, she's a natural submissive, how red her skin gets from a couple love-taps, how profound her silence when he gives up on the bra and puts a hand around her throat, how she's already straining to please him, “Yeah, good girl, take it, that’s right,” he says in his sexiest voice, which Tommy doesn’t think is sexy but, well, he’s trying to [[make it good for her|ZZ]].</p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – just once, hard enough to bleed, but look at her, she's a natural submissive, how she stills from a couple love-taps, how profound her silence when he gives up on the bra and [[puts a hand around her throat->GG]], how she's already straining to please him. </p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – just once, hard enough to bleed, but look at her, she's a natural submissive, how she stills from a couple love-taps, how profound her silence when he gives up on the bra and puts a hand around her throat, how she's already straining to please him, “Yeah, good girl, take it, that’s right,” he says in his [[sexiest->HH]] voice.</p><p>You don't have to. You can forget this part.
Do you you want to keep going?
[[Yes.|39]]
[[No.|BLACKOUT]]</p><p>God, it's <i>way</i> better than a [[HoHo->JJ]].</p><p>He [[crooks his fingers->KK]], //c’mere c’mere//.</p><p>He crooks his fingers, //c’mere c’mere//, [[the way his ex liked it->LL]].</p>
<p>He crooks his fingers, //c’mere c’mere//, the way his ex liked it, because, listen, Tommy might be an asexual Dom but that makes him hyperempathetic, [[he wants this to be good->MM]] for [[Debby-Lee->10]].</p> <p>He crooks his fingers, //c’mere c’mere//, the way his ex liked it, because, listen, Tommy might be an asexual Dom but that makes him hyperempathetic, he wants this to be good for [[Debby-Lee->10]], he wants her to drift into the silent unbeing of subspace on an [[orgasmic wave|NN]], okay?</p>
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<p>[[After a while.|PP]]</p><p>Complications frustrate Tommy, so he smacks [[Debby-Lee->10]] across the face – just once, hard enough to bleed, but look at her, she's a natural submissive, how red her skin gets from a couple love-taps, how profound her silence when he gives up on the bra and puts a hand around her throat, how she's already straining to please him, “Yeah, good girl, take it, that’s right,” he says in his sexiest voice, which Tommy doesn’t think is sexy but, well, he’s trying to make it good for [[Debby-Lee|10]] as [[he shoves his other hand inside->II]] [[her->38]].</p> <p>@@.rumble;[[Debby-Lee|XX]]@@ @@.shudder;[[shudders|XX]]@@</p>
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<p>Debby-Lee is new to $thecity, working a temp appointment at one of the three desks rented by a company that distributes <<cycle "$job">><<option "semi-legal pornographic films">><<option "bootleg copies of filmed opera productions">><<option "rip-offs of ultra-popular text games">><</cycle>> [[nationwide|12]].</p> <p>Debby-Lee is new to $thecity, working a temp appointment at one of the three desks rented by a company that distributes $job nationwide, lonely because she had to leave her dog back in <<cycle "$home">><<option "Arkadelphia">><<option "Knockemstiff">><<option "Friendship">><<option "Bone Gap">><</cycle>> or [[wherever|13]].</p><p>Debby-Lee is new to $thecity, working a temp appointment at one of the three desks rented by a company that distributes $job nationwide, lonely because she had to leave her dog back in $home or wherever, so when someone at the coworking space asked if she wanted to come along to a shibari demonstration, Debby-Lee figured it was a kind of sushi she hadn’t heard of before and nodded. Since Debby-Lee grew up poor in $home she’s tough, she can roll with the punches, which, spoiler, [[Tommy|A]] either [[likes or doesn't like|14]].</p><p>Debby-Lee is new to $thecity, working a temp appointment at one of the three desks rented by a company that distributes $job nationwide, lonely because she had to leave her dog back in $home or wherever, so when someone at the coworking space asked if she wanted to come along to a shibari demonstration, Debby-Lee figured it was a kind of sushi she hadn’t heard of before and nodded. Since Debby-Lee grew up poor in $home she’s tough, she can roll with the punches, which, spoiler, [[Tommy|A]] either likes or doesn't like, depending on [[if he’s a sociopath|15]].</p><p>Debby-Lee is new to $thecity, working a temp appointment at one of the three desks rented by a company that distributes $job nationwide, lonely because she had to leave her dog back in $home or wherever, so when someone at the coworking space asked if she wanted to come along to a shibari demonstration, Debby-Lee figured it was a kind of sushi she hadn’t heard of before and nodded. Since Debby-Lee grew up poor in $home she’s tough, she can roll with the punches, which, spoiler, [[Tommy|A]] either likes or doesn't like, which is, can’t stress this enough, hard to tell [[the first time you beat someone|16]].</p> <p>Debby-Lee ends up with [[her hands tied behind her back|17]].</p><p>Debby-Lee ends up with her hands tied behind her back, [[because|18]] Rosa the shibari expert likes the look of her.</p><p>Debby-Lee ends up with her hands tied behind her back, because Rosa the shibari expert likes the look of her, and also because Debby-Lee is hard of hearing and thus [[nods a lot|19]] at parties.</p><p><i>by Iliria Osum</i></p><p>Debby-Lee ends up with her hands tied behind her back, because Rosa the shibari expert likes the look of her, and also because Debby-Lee is hard of hearing and thus nods a lot at parties, except in $home that mostly ended with letting <<cycle "$ancaps">><<option "anarcho-primitivists">><<option "touring rhythm guitarists">><<option "touring anarcho-primitivist rhythm guitarists">><</cycle>> [[crash on her floor|20]].</p><p>Debby-Lee ends up with her hands tied behind her back, because Rosa the shibari expert likes the look of her, and also because Debby-Lee is hard of hearing and thus nods a lot at parties, except in $home that mostly ended with letting $ancaps crash on her floor, or maybe fuck her, not because there aren’t shibari experts in $home but [[because the shibari experts were never at the same parties as Debby-Lee|21]].</p><p>Debby-Lee ends up with her hands tied behind her back, because Rosa the shibari expert likes the look of her, and also because Debby-Lee is hard of hearing and thus nods a lot at parties, except in $home that mostly ended with letting $ancaps crash on her floor, or maybe fuck her, not because there aren’t shibari experts in $home but because the shibari experts were never at the same parties as Debby-Lee, and at the heart of it, isn’t moving to the city all about going to the [[same parties as shibari experts|22]]? </p><p>“Just tug right here and it comes undone,” explains Rosa, before one of Rosa’s [[many androgynous lovers|23]] comes over and pulls her away. </p><p>Debby-Lee has been experimenting with her identity ever since leaving $home and wonders what it would be like to <<cycle "$nameless">><<option "go nameless">><<option "rename herself">><<option "become someone else">><<option "transform">><</cycle>>, to [[cut all her hair off|24]].</p><p>Debby-Lee has been experimenting with her identity ever since leaving $home and wonders what it would be like to $nameless, to cut all her hair off, to refuse anyone’s intimate touch but Rosa’s and then only through the intervening medium of jute, to allow herself to [[be subsumed|25]].</p><p>Debby-Lee has been experimenting with her identity ever since leaving $home and wonders what it would be like to $nameless, to cut all her hair off, to refuse anyone’s intimate touch but Rosa’s and then only through the intervening medium of jute, to allow herself to be subsumed, swallowed in the wake of Rosa’s adventures as a crystal-wielding witch who, rumor has it, gets paid monthly by at least two major CEOs to [[tie them up and force|26]] colloidal silver up their noses. </p><p>Someone, not Rosa, pushes Debby-Lee over the arm of a [[near-by couch|27]]. </p><p>Someone, not Rosa, pushes Debby-Lee over the arm of a near-by couch, his hands sweaty as he scrabbles with [[her bra|28]].</p><p>Someone, not Rosa, pushes Debby-Lee over the arm of a near-by couch, his hands sweaty as he scrabbles with her bra, her nicest bra, [[Victoria's Secret|29]], dark celestial blue studded by tiny rhinestones. </p><p>Someone, not Rosa, pushes Debby-Lee over the arm of a near-by couch, his hands sweaty as he scrabbles with her bra, her nicest bra, Victoria's Secret, dark celestial blue studded by tiny rhinestones. "Brand loyalty is the opiate of the masses," says [[Tommy|30]].</p><p>Someone, not Rosa, pushes Debby-Lee over the arm of a near-by couch, his hands sweaty as he scrabbles with her bra, her nicest bra, [[Victoria's Secret|31]], dark celestial blue studded by tiny rhinestones. "Brand loyalty is the opiate of the masses," says [[Tommy|A]], though Debby-Lee doesn't know it's [[Tommy|A]], how could she? </p><p>Actually, Debby-Lee has no particular affection for Victoria’s Secret, she just brought the bra with her from $home because it used to belong to her sister who died, tragironically, of breast cancer, but Debby-Lee figures [[Tommy|A]] doesn’t need to know all that, so she nods, even though nodding is what got her into [[this trouble|32]] in the first place. </p><p>The bra clasps are [[warped|33]]. </p><p>[[Tommy|A]] turns Debby-Lee over and [[smacks her across the face|34a]]. </p><p>[[A hand|36]].</p><p>[[Around|37]]. </p><p>[[Her throat.|38]]</p><p>“Yeah, [[good girl|40]], take it, that’s right,” says [[Tommy|A]], who Debby-Lee still doesn't know is [[Tommy|A]].</p><p>[[Okay.|BLACKOUT 2]]</p>
<p>[[Eyes closed? Let yourself retreat from your own periphery.|BLACKOUT 3]]</p><p>@@.rumble;[[Compress|BLACKOUT 4]]@@</p><p>@@.rumble;[[Compress|BLACKOUT 5]]@@ @@.shudder;[[yourself|BLACKOUT 5]]@@</p><p>If this were a different party, someone, knowing Debby-Lee was new to the scene, might have come and checked that she definitely [[wanted|34b]] to be turned over and smacked in the mouth hard enough to bleed.</p><p>If this were [[a different party|34c]], someone, knowing Debby-Lee was new to the scene, might have come and checked that she definitely wanted to be turned over and smacked in the mouth hard enough to bleed – some do!</p><p>If this were a different party, someone, knowing Debby-Lee was new to the scene, might have come and checked that she definitely wanted to be turned over and smacked in the mouth hard enough to bleed – some do! – but the graphic designer whose apartment they’re in is [[one of the scene's sociopaths|35]], so nothing like that happens.</p><p>@@.rumble;[[Compress|BLACKOUT 6]]@@ @@.shudder;[[yourself|BLACKOUT 6]]@@ @@.rumble;[[into|BLACKOUT 6]]@@</p><p>@@.rumble;[[Compress|BLACKOUT 7]]@@ @@.shudder;[[yourself|BLACKOUT 7]]@@ @@.rumble;[[into|BLACKOUT 7]]@@ @@.shudder;[[a|BLACKOUT 7]]@@ </p>
<p>@@.rumble;[[Compress|BLACKOUT 8]]@@ @@.shudder;[[yourself|BLACKOUT 8]]@@ @@.rumble;[[into|BLACKOUT 8]]@@ @@.shudder;[[a|BLACKOUT 8]]@@ @@.rumble;[[spark|BLACKOUT 8]]@@</p><p>@@.rumble;[[*|1A]]@@</p><p>[[Relax. Relax.|41]]</p><p>[[His fingers scrape.|43]]</p><p>His fingers scrape. <i>[[C'mere|44]], [[c'mere|https://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/Black-capped_Chickadee/sounds]].</i></p><p>"I'll [[take care of you|45]]," [[Tommy|A]] pants.</p><p>"I'll take care of you," [[Tommy|A]] pants, "I always take good care of [[my|46]] sub." </p><p>[[Underneath his hand|NN]].</p><p>After a while, Tommy lets go of her throat and [[strokes her hair->1A]].</p>